Those who know me would probably agree that I am a sadist – that is to say I get pleasure from inflicting pain on others. Whilst I would be the first to agree with this, it’s also true that I get a great deal of satisfaction from the less severe session. I love administering a heavy caning, but it also pleases me to make a submissive suffer in other less painful ways. Tie and tease is a firm favourite of mine – to restrain and bring a submissive to the brink again and again till he begs for mercy always pleases me enormously. I think it is the sheer helplessness of the (willing) victim, who has no choice but to be teased beyond endurance, then denied release (unless I am feeling very generous) again and again, that is so appealing to me.
Similarly, a long slow spanking has a lot of appeal for me. The contact of my hand on a bare bottom is always enjoyable, whether it progresses on to a caning or not. A beating doesn’t always have to be hard or unmerciful (although it is fun for me if it is), but can be enjoyed for the sensual aspects alone. The humiliation of being bent over my knee, the slap of my hand on bare flesh, his discomfort all contribute to the experience. I can get as much satisfaction from this as from giving a severe caning.
Sadistic?
